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Warm-up

ok... so my thoughts today. you know i really hate this keyboard that i am typing on right now. The keys are just dumb. its so hard to type. Seriously! The keys feels so sticky. Its like someone had pour jelly on it or sometime...gosh...I'm hungry...we just moved over the weekend...and i miss my house a lot. A LOT. its only been fours years that i had my own room and it was the most wonderful thing ever. But now i have to go back to sharing a room with my two little horrible monsters. I'm going to miss locking myself in my rooms for hours just listening to music or just reading myself away into my little UTOPIA world with flying carpets. Last week when i was taking all my art work of the walls it was just horrible. Every piece taken down shots a sharp stab through my heart. You know the kind you get when someone breaks up with you and feel like you can't breathe and your heart is just fighting to beat but it can't....ugh...i'll continue later....TOODLESxx------------------------> (-_^)

The Visit

The Glowing pearl moon floats high, as a soft breeze blows through the curtains. Slowly, drifting of to sleep, I saw her, pale, floating toward me. A sharp chill penetrates my body making my heart beat hysterically. Dressed in black, with a cold hand at my neck, she leans down, face to face with mine.

The Visits v1

A glowing pearl moon floats high, as a soft breeze through the curtains. Slowing drifting to sleep, I saw her, pale, moving towards me. A chill penetrates my body, chest tightening, and my heart beats hysterically. All dressed in black with red and green slashes flowing down her front. The traditional outfit of the dead.

The Roller Coaster Ride v3

21 months already and
Yet…
I haven’t once told you how I felt about
Our little
roller coaster ride
Of this relationship

At times it wonderful
like those humid summer days
on my porch sipping on
homemade honeydew bubble tea
Each sip of the cool, icy, refreshing drink flood
over our hot
sweaty
body
But…
Sometimes it s just not the best…
Not at all…
Those Good and Plenty candy
Its smooth white pearly outside
Looks so good around its rod-shape
Until…
You get into the center
Its nasty
dark
rubbery other half
Greets you with a disturbing smirk
That makes you go spitting it all out, almost unaware
That your tongue might be coming out along with it, too

so you see where I am going at?
Probably not
You are slow as a slug
When its gets to our relationship stuff
F…I…N…E!!!
my patience is leaking out
This relationship is no longer near the best
Yes I confess

It’s hard to stick up to you and your pathetic self
You may say that I don’t understand you
An ugly color drink with an amazing taste
But you don’t understand me too
amazing taste
s…l…o…w…l…y…
turning sour, watery, and bitter
mixing honey or sugar with it can’t solve it

I’m tired of being that doll on the shelf
Or that picture on your wall
The only attention I receive
is a smile here and there every time you walk past
or when your friends are no longer there to give you attention
you then come to me for it

Sometimes…a girl can only take it to a certain extent
Before she begins to break down

Saying that 8 letter phrase
That has been used a little too many times
Is not going to solve anything
A mosquito bite
That will later comes back around to haunt you

So what will it be
Taking a step up and fix the issue
Or turn back around and let
It trample you down

The Roller Coaster Ride v2

21 months already and

Yet…

I haven’t once tell you how I felt about

Our little roller coaster ride

Of this relationship

At times it wonderful

like those humid summer days

on my porch sipping on

homemade honeydew bubble tea

Each sip of the cool, icy, refreshing drink flood

over our hot sweaty body

But…

Sometimes it s just not the best…

Not at all…

You know like those truffles that I love so much

Until it gets to the center piece

The crunchy outer part

Then the sweet warm creamy chocolate filling

but the little almond in the center just cuts

you off from the whole dreamy sensation

so you see where I am getting at?

Probably not

You are slow as a slug

When its gets to our relationship stuff

F…I…N…E!!!

No more being nice

This relationship is no longer near the best no more

Yes I confess

Its hard to stick up to you and your pathetic self

You may say that I don’t understand you

An ugly color drink with an amazing taste

But you don’t understand me too

amazing taste slowly turning sour, watery, and bitter

mixing honey or sugar with it can’t solve it

I’m tired of being that doll on the shelf

Or that picture your wall

The only attention I receive

is a smile here and there every time you walk past

or when your friends are no longer there to give you attention

you then come to me for it

Sometimes…a girl can only take it to a certain extent

Before she begins to break down

Saying that 8 letter phrase

That has been used a little too many times

Is not going to solve anything

A mosquito bite

That will later comes back around to hunt you

So what will it be

Taking a step up and fix the issue

Or turn back around and let

It tumbles down on you