The Roller Coaster Ride v3

21 months already and
Yet…
I haven’t once told you how I felt about
Our little
roller coaster ride
Of this relationship

At times it wonderful
like those humid summer days
on my porch sipping on
homemade honeydew bubble tea
Each sip of the cool, icy, refreshing drink flood
over our hot
sweaty
body
But…
Sometimes it s just not the best…
Not at all…
Those Good and Plenty candy
Its smooth white pearly outside
Looks so good around its rod-shape
Until…
You get into the center
Its nasty
dark
rubbery other half
Greets you with a disturbing smirk
That makes you go spitting it all out, almost unaware
That your tongue might be coming out along with it, too

so you see where I am going at?
Probably not
You are slow as a slug
When its gets to our relationship stuff
F…I…N…E!!!
my patience is leaking out
This relationship is no longer near the best
Yes I confess

It’s hard to stick up to you and your pathetic self
You may say that I don’t understand you
An ugly color drink with an amazing taste
But you don’t understand me too
amazing taste
s…l…o…w…l…y…
turning sour, watery, and bitter
mixing honey or sugar with it can’t solve it

I’m tired of being that doll on the shelf
Or that picture on your wall
The only attention I receive
is a smile here and there every time you walk past
or when your friends are no longer there to give you attention
you then come to me for it

Sometimes…a girl can only take it to a certain extent
Before she begins to break down

Saying that 8 letter phrase
That has been used a little too many times
Is not going to solve anything
A mosquito bite
That will later comes back around to haunt you

So what will it be
Taking a step up and fix the issue
Or turn back around and let
It trample you down